Wednesday, October 22
Saw another bill that came in today.
OMG.
I dun even know what the fish I spend on every month. Another SGD866.
Uncontrollable!! The bad (and good) thing is that I spend on entertainment and not on bags and clothes and stuff. I can use a bag (free one somemore) for 5 years and not change it, wear my younger sister's slippers and sometimes borrow her clothes, not have a pair of outing shoes of my own, and only one pair of jeans for as long as I cant remember and still live comfortably.
All my money's gone on movies, fine dining (well, to me, that is), cabal, etc. *sigh* got to stop this bad habit of mine.
So I took measures. I just sent my mom an email telling her to cancel my cards and leave the giro for transport. No allowance unless I need money. I guess that should help.
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Today in class, we learnt about stress. That stress and anger is not harmless. Also, the two chinese words wei ji. wei xian (danger) and ji hui (chance). There's always opportunity in adversity. My company teaches that as well.
It reminded me of values my parents thought me.
"Never do what you're in doubt to do"
"Always follow your first instinct"
Which reminds me, I havent seen my dad since that time he talk to me. Dont know how to face him anyway. I find it so hard to talk to him. The only time I actually talk to him is when I need monies.
Oh wellz. I'm gonna start anew financially! I can stop being a burden to my parents already.
OMG.
I dun even know what the fish I spend on every month. Another SGD866.
Uncontrollable!! The bad (and good) thing is that I spend on entertainment and not on bags and clothes and stuff. I can use a bag (free one somemore) for 5 years and not change it, wear my younger sister's slippers and sometimes borrow her clothes, not have a pair of outing shoes of my own, and only one pair of jeans for as long as I cant remember and still live comfortably.
All my money's gone on movies, fine dining (well, to me, that is), cabal, etc. *sigh* got to stop this bad habit of mine.
So I took measures. I just sent my mom an email telling her to cancel my cards and leave the giro for transport. No allowance unless I need money. I guess that should help.
============
Today in class, we learnt about stress. That stress and anger is not harmless. Also, the two chinese words wei ji. wei xian (danger) and ji hui (chance). There's always opportunity in adversity. My company teaches that as well.
It reminded me of values my parents thought me.
"Never do what you're in doubt to do"
"Always follow your first instinct"
Which reminds me, I havent seen my dad since that time he talk to me. Dont know how to face him anyway. I find it so hard to talk to him. The only time I actually talk to him is when I need monies.
Oh wellz. I'm gonna start anew financially! I can stop being a burden to my parents already.
michi ]|[ 03:31